
numbing the pain.
(Source: letsfucktillthesunscomesup, via lethallovingana)

numbing the pain.
(Source: letsfucktillthesunscomesup, via lethallovingana)

I just binged and purged the most spicy pot of noodles ever created in the world.
I passed out and landed on the floor and when I woke up my nose was bleeding and I’d convinced myself I had died.
People out there want this, they want bulimia, they want anorexia. And I cannot for the life of me understand why. I can feel my heart beat in my throat and in my finger tips, they’re freezing and they’re purple. My eyes can’t focus and I feel disgusting.
Waking up every day and having this same routing over and over and weighing yourself over and over watching it do nothing at all, but give different readings by lb’s is no way to live.
so you can all go play with your half an apple and diet coke, and wishing to be dying, but until your heart packs in and you have a cardiac arrest, which I have dealt with, you will never be able to understand the pain and fucking distress we go through.
:( baby
):
(via paperthinox)
i genuinely am paranoid that everyone secretly hates me and thinks i am really really annoying and awful and is pretending to be my friend and it’s all part of some big joke
(Source: velvet-babe, via anorexic-soul)
oh my sweet fucking josephine HAD TO
No words.
This is NOT funny! fucksake
(via e-xcess)

(Source: find-relief-in-a-knive, via littlenancy)
(Source: m-i-s-o-c-a-p-n-i-s-t, via ana-i-need-your-perfection)

^^^ this. Let’s really help these kids out. They need it the most.
(Source: thoughts-that-pass-me-by, via ana-i-need-your-perfection)